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Thursday, March 27, 2003
Yeah. It's kinda like that. Monday, March 24, 2003
Oscar Highlights 2003: A drool-worthy Salma Hayek in a dress that showed off her gorgeous breasts. An incredibly pregnant yet unbelievably sexy Catherine Zeta-Jones who I would have had dirty sex with on the spot (I actually found myself preferring her a little on the pudgy side). Michael Moore's acceptance speech after winning the 'Best Documentary Film' Oscar for 'Bowling for Columbine'. Gutsy as hell. It was only a matter of time before an image of the stunning Christy Canyon appeared on my page. Now that she's part of my logo she shall never go away. If only she were saying: "Matt, I want to come home and shag you and your lovely wife." Sigh... Friday, March 21, 2003
[3/21/2003 9:21:40 AM | Shawn Douglas] Well this is it. Unfortunately, after my site is now no longer my own as I cannot change it and someone thinks it is "teaching me a lesson" by taking full control of my site away, I will be canceling it tonight. Unfortuantely I have to go to work and have no chance to correct it now. Thank you to all those people who checked in to see what I have been up to. Your kind words have been awesome. I will try to let you know when I have a new site up and running. So, no worries. I know I have been extremely pissed off and been yelling like a madman. For that I am sorry to my firends and family who read this. But I will not continue to write on a site I do not have a 100% control over. You can thank Mr. Frankenberg. MARY ANNE I love you. I don't know where you are, but I miss you greatly. Well. It's been fun. -SJD ----------------------------------------------------------- [3/21/2003 7:44:21 AM | Shawn Douglas] Well let's see, you already had warned on your site that you were going to give me shit, so I figured I would get there first. Second, I see that although I allowed you to chime in on my site, I now cannot remove you. So, you can post on my site but I can't on yours. Your posts are not welcome. We do not talk about porn, and since I pay for this shit, you are most definitely not welcome. Now that we are truly being childish, how about this? PUT ME BACK AS ADMINISTRATOR, AND REMOVE YOURSELF. YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, KEEP IT ON YOUR FUCKING SITE, AND STAY THE FUCK OFF MINE. I DIDN'T REMOVE YOU LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I DIDN'T REALIZE YOU WERE CAPABLE OF BEING MORE OF A DICK. OBVIOUSLY, I UNDERESTIMATED WHAT AN ASSHOLE YOU ARE. SO SINCE I CAN ONLY STAY ON MY SITE, THIS YOUR YOUR ONLY WARNING YOU LITTLE SHIT.. STAY THE FUCK AWAY. -SJD -------------------------------------------------------------- [3/21/2003 6:08:05 AM | Matt Frankenberg] Rebuttal For someone that defends the right to free speech in an earlier blog, Mr. Douglas, I find myself flabbergasted at your attack. And that's just what this is. For someone so intelligent, so creative to sit back and take what's going on around him at face value is a true tragedy. Even worse was your ignorant blanket statement concerning the poor treatment of Israeli women (Qoi?) and the anti-Israeli musings of one Natalie Portman who is, in all actuality, a pro-Israeli freedom fighter. Remember that? I've never heard something so preposterous! 
I'd also like to clear the air and announce that I never attacked you, personally. Sure, I said enough about the war and the US Government. I even threw in stuff about "alleged" WOMD. Still never attacked you head on, nor would I have. I can live with a disagreement. I don't expect everyone to live by my rules. I don't expect everyone to agree with me. I do, however, expect a friend to have a certain amount of tolerance. You speak of patience, but you don't really practice it. Oh...and by the by, a true "friend" wouldn't have chosen a public forum to hash out a disagreement, and a true "man" would have had the balls to say all of this to my face. Peace to you and yours. I hope everything goes ok for you and you keep safe. 
----------------------------------------------------------- [3/20/2003 9:39:26 PM | Shawn Douglas] I am at a crossroads. There are times in a person's life when they need to stand back, and take it all in. When they need to figure out what it is they need, want, and can get. I am at such a place. Do you ever end up at a place where you are afraid of every decision you make? Do you wonder if it is the right one? Maybe I just changed more than I even thought I did. I have spent the last few months trying to make sure every decision I have made was not a "selfish one", and trying to develop patience as a religion of sorts, while I waited to see where my life was going. Now, I will not go into specifics, mainly b/c not everything about me needs to be public. I mean I have Superman Boxers on....oh, um, see what I mean? ;) But I am thinking that even though I often tell people I love (you know who you are) that patience is a virtue, I think everyone has a limit. And I have just about reached mine. This is not a negative statement. I merely realized that I need to inventory everything I am not happy about in my life, and make a plan to change them. And I am. It is powerful. And I can see the light at the end of the tunnel again. I know what I want. Not that I didn't yesterday, or the day before, or a year ago. But I am a man who needs to start doing what I need to to be happy. Life is short. Too short. I have no intention of missing it. I will sell my book. I will be a writer. I will one day be home again. I will see my girls every day, and not from pictures I am sent. (Though they are most welcome!) I will be with my Angel again. And I will be happy. The FIRST time. I won't need a second try. I won't need a rematch at life. And I will stop regretting certain decisions, and start enjoying the ones I make. I realized something tonight as Mr. Frankenblog was fighting with me. We had...a disagreement. Maybe we both acted a little childish about it. That still does not excuse him for attacking my way of life at the moment. That doesn't excuse him from trying to make his so called friend feel belittled. Maybe I should have known better than to bring up the Army or War, but hey, it is no different than bringing up HIS job. Just small conversation. But I don't go attacking his life. It is a shame actually because I used to like him. He used to be someone I could talk to. I have known him for a long time. I certainly don't think I am better than he, or anyone else; I am just me. BUT NO ONE FUCKING BELITTLES ME. I AM A GROWN MAN. YOU DON'T AGREE WITH ME? FINE. BIG DEAL. I COULD CARE LESS. BUT DON'T FUCKING ATTACK ME. I DON'T TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE. So...sorry Matt. I am not Mary Anne. I do not like to debate political issues. I do not like my buttons being pushed. And I do not like trying to talk to old friends who think I have a bullseye on my forehead somewhere. I am bulletproof you little shit. I may not be the big political big shot you are. But I respect other people's feelings, and I don't attack them. And if you really have a problem with me, I have an ass you can kiss, and other people to talk to that actually want to see how I am. People that love me. You know what. THANK YOU. You have just proven my theory that other than MARY ANNE, MARY ISABELLE, and MARY GABRIELLE; I do not need anybody. I can stand on my own two feet. I am a man. Sure I may not stand up for ALL the issues you do. But I do for at least one. MYSELF. FUCK. OFF. There. Now I need a beer. -SJD Kinda taken aback right now by the comments posted by Darkwater today. I have responded by posting my thoughts on his website, here. And yeah...I'm actually pretty hurt. Sometime today you can expect a little crow to be fed to that guy that posts on Darkwater. I'm just a little too pissed right now to articulate things intelligently and without anger. So I will rest and recap after I wake up and have coffee. Until then..... Thursday, March 20, 2003
On the one hand.... So we started bombing the shit out of a country that we say has hidden Weapons of Mass Destruction even though we have no solid proof. It's early, but there has been no use of chemical weapons by the "enemy" nor have there been any indications that they're burning their oil fields. Saddan Hussein has 7 or 8 "doubles". We're now saying that the campaign may take longer than what was initailly claimed. Every channel is the BSOWC (Bombing the Shit Out of a Weaker Country) channel. Sounds like the plot of a bad movie and I don't want to see the end of it." You got that right, George. You got that right. On the other hand... Look at all the neat devices of destruction we have! Stealth fighters! Night vision EVERYTHING! Bunker-Buster Bombs! MOABs! Camo Condoms! Trident missiles! Look at the tanks! Look at the tanks! Woo hoo! Gas masks and anti-chemical weapon fatigues! But where the fuck is the F-22 Raptor? Huh?!? 500 point 6 gajillion dollars and it's not being used? Is there some "Anti-F-22" thing going on?!? Does Bush not quite understand it ("Is it a plane?" "How do you spell it?"). The poor F-22 Raptor. I feel sorry for it. Thursday, March 13, 2003
Killer So my wife gave me the green-light to have sex with the following women, should I ever come in contact with them and they offer: Julia Roberts Salma Hayek Charlize Theron Liz Hurley Pornstar Tracey Adams Pornstar Christy Canyon All I need to do is call and tell her what's going on. All you other married-types are so jealous. Tuesday, March 11, 2003
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